HURTS....
HURTS....
IT'S REALLY HURTS.
MY EYES GET REDDEN, MY NOSE GET REDDEN, EVEN MY MOUTH GET REDDEN.
MY EYES GET SWOLLEN, IT IS DIFFICULT TO SEE WITH THIS CONDITION OF MY EYES.
MY EYES IS FULL OF TEARS.
MY NOSE CANT BREATH.
IT IS FULL OF SNOT.
I BREATH WITH MY MOUTH.
MY EYES GET SWOLLEN, IT IS DIFFICULT TO SEE WITH THIS CONDITION OF MY EYES.
MY EYES IS FULL OF TEARS.
MY NOSE CANT BREATH.
IT IS FULL OF SNOT.
I BREATH WITH MY MOUTH.
HURTS....
HURTS....
IT'S REALLY HURTS.
I AM TO EASILY TRUST ANYONE.
I KNOW THAT I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE EASILY.
BUT MY INNOCENT SIDE IS MORE BIGGER THAN MY MIND.
I MUST SHARPEN MY MIND.
I MUST NOT TRUST ANYONE SO EASILY.
BUT MY INNOCENT SIDE IS MORE BIGGER THAN MY MIND.
I MUST SHARPEN MY MIND.
I MUST NOT TRUST ANYONE SO EASILY.
ARGH!!!
I HATE MYSELF
BUT THIS IS OK TO BE LIKE THIS?
CAN I ACCEPT MY DECISION
RIGHT NOW?
CAN I?
CAN I?
CAN I?
CAN I?
I DUNNO FOR THE TRUTH.
MAYBE TODAY I WILL SAY NO, BUT
TOMORROW I CAN SAY YES.
ARGH!!
I AM SO WISHY WASHY.
I HATE THAT POINT OF MY CHARACTER.
BUT,
IT'S REALLY HURTS.
BUT,
IT'S REALLY HURTS.
SO, WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW?
TRY TO DO WHAT WAS I THINKING?
BUT INSTEAD OF PEOPLE WHO ARE THINKING SAD OR MAD MINDS,
THEIR MIND IS REALLY A MESS.
RIGHT NOW, SUCH AS MY MIND.
SO MANY THINGS THAT I THINKING.
I HATE THINKING RIGHT NOW.
SO I HAVE TO BE IGNORE HIM?
CAN I DO THAT?
MAYBE I WILL JUST STAY AWAY FROM HIM RIGHT NOW.
YEAH, I WILL STAY AWAY FROM HIM.
NO, I WILL STAY AWAY FROM HIM FOREVER.
BUT, CAN I NOT MISS HIM?
MAYBE I WILL
MISS HIM ALOT.
BUT I MUST DO IT.
I MUST.
I REALLY MUST DO IT.
BUT, I AM AFRAID IF SOMEDAY I WILL REGRET IT.
ARE THIS IS THE RIGHT DECISION?
I DON'T KNOW.
BUT,
HE ALREADY MAKE ME HURTS LIKE THIS.
ITS REALLY HURTS ALOT.
:'(
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